I want to go to college. I want freedom again. I want to be able to do what I want when I want to do it. I’m sick of having every day of my life planned out for me. I miss driving in my car in the middle of the night blasting music. I miss driving and the freedom it gave me. I used to be able to get Starbucks every morning before school. I used to be able to go out on the weekends and go anywhere I wanted at any time. I used to be able to take showers when I wanted without getting in trouble. I’ve never had an issue with my phone distracting me while doing homework yet I still have to turn it in according to their schedule. I don’t even have instagram. I used to be in control of my life. I used to be able to make my own decisions. Sometimes being here feels like my life has been taken away from me. Soon I will get to college.