I don’t like the idea of growing up. I always listened when people told me not to grow up so fast because I figured they knew something I didn’t.  I still feel like I grew up too fast. I want to be the age I am forever. I understand why people have kids so they can relive their childhood but it’s not the same as really being a kid. I want my creativity back and the way I used to think. If I already want to go back then how am I gonna feel about it as an adult? I guess it’s a good thing and I really should look at it on the bright side. There’s a new day after day and year after year with so much opportunity. I might as well take advantage of it as best I can. My goal is never to become someone who does not appreciate the life I have.