The best thing in life is sharing a love with people that doesn’t go away no matter the time or distance. I don’t like to text or facetime people. In general, I really don’t like having full conversations on a phone at all when I would much rather see them in person. Being able to go periods of time without talking yet knowing that the connection is still there waiting for you is a feeling of safety. The hard part with these connections is that when you are able to finally see them again you remember the full extent of how much you miss them and how much they really mean to you. Caring about someone and being away from them is hard. You live separate lives that don’t revolve around each other and the little details about your day that they would’ve experienced with you are now lost to the distance. It hurts a little to realize that the most recent additions to your vocabulary and the jokes in reference to niche lived moments don’t 100% align anymore. It’s just a little bit off. While this is sometimes saddening, I know that only a week spent together means being fully in sync again – like no one had ever been apart in the first place. Due to distance, these feelings of love and closeness cycle but I’m confident in this cycle and the people in my life I cycle with.
