my incomparable things

Lana del ray

Gold jewelry

Lipstick – lip gloss – chapstick

New nails

Sunsets

Bows

Fluffy blankets

Starbucks pumpkin drinks

Astrology 

Claw clips

Hoop earrings

Clean sheets 

The color pink

Fun sunglasses

People who don’t make you tired 

Dried flowers

Poetry

Willow trees 

Tanning

Sushi 

Pajama pants

Vintage – thrift stores

Country music 

Stuffed animals

Fridays

Clean socks 

Stanley ice water

A new lash set

Legos

Getting ready with girls

Purses

Hot chocolate 

Greta Van Fleet – Heat above – Light my Love

Christals

Decorating

Good mirrors

Surfing 

Painting on walls

Rain 

Movies

Gilmore Girls 

Watermelon sour patch kids

Spotify wrapped 

Ultra sunrise monster

Polaroid pictures

Cleaning

Hastin

Journaling 

High heels

Eyeliner

Glitter

Angel numbers

Avocado toast

Perfume 

Sol de janeiro 68

Purple shampoo

Weddings

Coffee shops

Tarot cards

Chewing gum

Plants 

Pintrest 

Everything showers

Candles

Shopping 

Hoodies

Baby tees

Rings

Pickles 

Headphones

Highlighter

Sleeping

The ocean

Baggy jeans

Snow

Uggs 

Bracelets

My Future???

My mom and I have always dreamed of starting a bakery together. We both have big sweet tooths and are also both interested in business, so it seemed a very logical course of action for us. I actually think I want to go to college for business, so maybe this could actually be a plausible road for me in the future. Here is a basic rundown of how our bakery would be run and what types of things we would display.

First, we want the interior to be super cozy and welcoming from the moment you walk in. Paintings and colorful patterns would be everywhere, as would plants as well. There would be of course the counter and glass cases that would display our goodies, as well as an area for the cash register. We also would want this to be a place that people could come in and work at – a quiet area to relax and get work done while enjoying baked goods.

As for our menu, we want to have very staple items that are year-round and classic, such as cookie, brownie, and donut variations. We actually want our cookies to be kind of our specialty item and develop a super amazing recipe, although at the same time not neglecting our other sweets. However, we want our super special thing to be our holiday rotation. My mom and I literally spent an entire 12-mile hike talking about and going over all of the holiday-specific items we want to bring about. We talked about Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Year, Valentine’s Day, Easter, Fourth of July, and Halloween bakery and candy items, all of which are super creative and unique.

Lastly, for extra stuff, we want to have a selection of drinks to choose from, such as coffee, teas, and refreshers. We also want to include a small international candy station where we buy candy from all different continents to expose people to a small aspect of other cultures and hopefully encourage people to try new things.

That’s pretty much it, and it is all just a dream as of now, but who really knows?

Bakery - cartoon people character illustration, Illustrations ft. bakery &  people - Envato Elements

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Working at Bliss

Working at the best ice cream shop in town is a pretty good thing most of the time. It’s all pretty easy work but there are also some stressful times while working there. but I think the pros outweigh the cons by quite a lot.

Pros: 1) Free ice cream once a day and while I’m working there I can kinda just eat as much as I want since we have tasters that are free for other people to have so it’s also free for me since I work there. 2) I’m getting probably (on a bad day) an OVS teacher’s salary in tips alone since they aren’t taxed and it’s in Ojai so people can afford to tip most of the time. Also, the normal wage that I get but the tips are more fun. 3) is that I get to meet more people and have a lot of interactions with people whom I have never met which has helped me with talking and meeting new people and I have learned to have better social interactions because of it. 4) it’s a pretty chill job I don’t have to work that hard (well some moments are rough) 5) I get to listen to music while working

Cons: 1) as I said some moments can be stressful like when a bunch of people comes in at once and something in the back breaks or a topping runs out or an old man/child drops his ice cream and stuff like that. 2) the freaking machines are the most annoying part of the job like in some ways it is easier but if it breaks then everything goes sooo wrong and it’s just very stressful. 3) when someone asks for an ice cream cone instead of just being able to scoop it like a normal place I have to make a tower that if I do it wrong it falls over and 90% of it’s at an angle that is on the verge of falling over 4) closing is pretty rough as well it takes a while to do and is hard on my back.

It’s a fun job though and I need money

Test is over!!

To be honest, I felt depressed because the final round started this Monday. Monday’s subjects were English and Journalism. It’s been a little over two years since I came to America, but my English ability is still a long way off. This final was difficult compared to the previous year. I finished most of the finals by Wednesday and started packing to go back to Japan on the night. I was really looking forward to seeing my family for the first time in three months. I have many plans after returning home, but the most exciting thing is to go skiing with my family. After Friday’s test, I went to eat Asai Ball with my roommate. I will miss it while I am in Japan. I want to find delicious acai balls even when I go back. We also went shopping. I bought a souvenir for my friend whom I was a classmate with them when I was in junior high school. I bought a body scrub and a face pack. I hope they like it. In the evening, I went to have an early Christmas dinner with my roommate and her family. We ate lobster and sea urchins. It was very delicious and we could all have a good time together. After that, I left for Japan. I will see my family in 12 hours!!!!!

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Reminder

Hey, it’s a holiday break already. It has been 109 days since the beginning of the school year. Or 2616 hours. Or 156960 minutes. Or 9417600 seconds. Wait, no, 9417605 seconds. Nope, 9417611 already. Crazy, ha? There is a 3 week break now. Then, a month of school and a Winter break. Then, again, a month of school and another break. Afterwards there 56 days of school and that’s about it. All the seniors are off on the road. Then, college(if that’s your plan), career(or living in a forest?), whatever you will do with your life, and the FULL STOP. At least, that’s what Oxford dictionary calls the dot in the end of the sentence. It’s going be quick. So, if you get another day, make it count.

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Typing…….

There are many things I would like to write about in this journal, but the reality is that not all of it is the kind of content that I would honestly show to the public. Every Friday comes around and I spend all day trying to wrap my head around what to write about, and the name of the blog. I can honestly say that I feel like I have already written most of it down.

Today I want to write about something I’ve been into lately. Before I came to this school, I had barely touched a computer. The computer I am using now is the first one I got in my life. To be honest, I feel like it is about to reach the end of its useful life, so I would like to get a new computer this winter break. Something that my roommate and I have been into lately is playing typing games. You get points for typing for 5 minutes. Before I came to this school, my highest score on that test was 32. But the other day, after a long time, I got 78 points. I think it is a big improvement for me. This skill will help me in many things in my life, both in my work and in my studies. I am now looking forward to my score going up a little bit at a time. My goal is to be able to do blind touching perfectly by the time I graduate.

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You begin to miss

I miss SDLC. I miss my familia. Take me back.

It was actually the best experience I’ve ever had. If you don’t know what SLDC is I’ll explain it.

It’s the student leadership and diversity conference, otherwise known as the POCC (people of color conference) At the conference we talk about things that normally aren’t addressed at our PWI’s (Primarily white institutions) We talk about microaggressions, inappropriate comments, or jokes, codesiwtching, and being proud of our culture. We have amazing inspirational strong guest speakers, who talk about their experiences as people of color. We have family groups that intermingle everybody of all races, cultures, sexualities, and ethnicities. They are huge groups of about 70 people. Home groups are smaller groups in our family groups where we can talk about topics more in-depth. We address things like abortion laws, cancel culture, and socioeconomic status. It is safe to say all these people were on a totally different level of maturity that isn’t in most teenagers. Not only that but they understood what it was like being in a PWI and related to the problems we went through. When I thought I was the only person going through this stuff at least 20 other people spoke up about similar if not the same experiences.

It wasn’t all serious talks and guest speeches. We didn’t sit for hours listening to one guy speak over and over. we would joke around, laugh, rap, dance, and party. The guest speakers would rap their speeches reaching into the depths of your soul.

It was life-changing.

I met the most amazing people ever. I got a whole new familia. My affinity group, the Latinx group, the loudest best most fun group, was probably the highlight of my trip. I met the most amazing people, I came out of my shell and was dancing with everyone. we had our own dance party at dinner which continued into our affinity group time right after. I have never felt so at home. I never wanted it to end.

alas it did, I cried a lot. The closing ceremony was a lot. One of the main speakers had us do an exercise where we found people we love, people who changed our lives, and people who made our experience. I didn’t last two seconds without crying. People came up to me thanking me for dragging them into the dance circle and teaching them to dance. I cried while hugging people I literally met two days ago. i probably cried for hours that day, my friends all made fun of me. I miss them.

I plan on using what I learned there to make OVS better. Making people aware, it’s hard but I’m working on it.

What is the call, free us all!

SD!

PC: my friend

The pressure eats away at you.

The title doesn’t lie. School seems to get harder and harder, with college, student government, and planning things for our affinity group. Although academics aren’t a lot of pressure, I sure did give myself many extracurricular things to do. Balancing everything is a lot of work. I’m pretty sure every senior can agree with that. The work is like a tapeworm. They find their way into you and eat all the nutrients you eat, and once they are done with that, they move on from you.

You’re left drained

If I’m being honest, I’m not sure what I’m writing. All I know is that I have a lot to do, but I’m not even sure where to start. I also feel like time is just moving on and I’m so busy doing everything that I’m not enjoying it. But I do have the most beautiful memories, I have some of the best people surrounding me. I’m looking forward to break but that’s also the halfway mark of my whole senior year. I also have to turn everything in for college.

Very scary stuff

I just hope I get to finish everything soon as I can finally look up and enjoy senior year.

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Finals

I am terrified by the finals that I need to take next week. All year I’ve been talking about how I was going to make an academic comeback but instead, my grades just keep on dropping. This semester, my grades were pretty average and not too bad but I know that all of my grades will drop so far down once I take my finals. In English and ap world, I’m not too nervous because I understand what is happening. I am better at just keeping a summary of what we are doing. In chemistry and in Algebra II, I have no clue what is going on. There is way too much to memorize and since the first week of school, I have given up on these two subjects. Whenever I fail a test, which is a lot, I am always able to help myself by doing corrections. Unfortunately, there are no corrections for finals. I need to get lucky and hope that everyone in my class fails their exams so the grade can have the most insane curve.

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home stretch

Why do all my teachers assign projects at the same time? Like for real how are they about to expect us to complete 6 final projects in one week. I don’t mind doing a project but why would they make it so that we have something worth 15% of our grade impossible to finish on time. I think that’s why this year has gone by so fast for me because I never have enough time to get everything done. I don’t understand how I’m getting so much homework. The thing is none of my classes give a substantial amount of homework but they all give some. It’s not usually super hard, it’s just time consuming. I feel like I understand the content, and I have plenty of support and the ability to get help but I just have to spend an insane amount of time getting it done. We’re on the home stretch. One more week.