I had a conversation to my parents about my injury today. They seemed very closed off about the idea of letting me play.
It feels horrible knowing that I am the only player on the team that has yet to have a single minute of in game time. Especially because it is due to a small injury like this one.
As you saw in my last post I am very disappointed about this and have been trying as hard as a possibly can to help it heal and make it up to my team, but I am of little help to them in this state.
I am doing what I can for my team and my parents have been kind of receptive to the idea of me playing in a very limited fashion, but I want the feeling of playing a game and being able to win… or lose with a team as a team.
I am still trying to do everything in my power to let my parents clear me to play but as it stands it hasn’t been effective.
I want to apologize to the team for letting them down as a player and teammate.
But for today at least I am still although angry about being so,
still sidelined.

