i’m not very good with using MY words.
so, i tend to listen to a lot of music and use their words instead.
with that said,
HELLO, WELCOME TO MY WORLD.
“7:45 in the morning i’m leaving my house
trying not to think of all the ways this place has changed.” (1)
“you need to be yourself
love someone for loving you instead of someone really cool who makes your heart melt,
who knows what you truly felt?” (2)
“everyones offended, but nobody here offended me.” (3)
“all the medicine you fed us, and how i just wanted you to taste your own,
but, now, the medications taking over and your mental states deteriorating slow’
and i’m way too old to cry this shit is painful though” (4)
“i wish i felt as pretty as i did when i was a little kid” (5)
“and she just wants to feel something, i don’t think thats asking for too much” (6)
“i’d rather be at home than a party where there’s hate
people making fun of me while smiling in my face
i’m a nice kid and the world ain’t” (7)
“trying hard to pay attention, but i have no real direction” (8)
“blowing off my mom, i don’t want to go home
i’d rather be alone i don’t want to go home
it’s getting really late so i gotta go home
moms blowing up my phone so i gotta go home” (9)
“did it ever even cross your mind?
that you might’ve hurt me too
but i couldn’t tell you that back then.” (10)
“i dont understand it
you’re changing i cant stand it” (11)
“i just miss how it felt
standing next to you
wearing matching dresses before the world was big” (12)
“baby how you doin?
i know you’re not doing the best
but i’m here
i’m always right here
tell me if you need me and call me if you feeling alone
cuz i’m here i’m always right here.” (13)
to be honest, i don’t really feel like talking about what these words mean to me.
if you know me well enough, maybe you’ll get it. if you don’t know me at all, now you do, because those words are what i’m made of.
song 1- before the world was big by girlpool
song 2- best friend by rex orange county
song 3- bart simpson by princess nokia
song 4- headlight by eminem
song 5- little kid by dogbite
song 6- she lays down by the 1975
song 7- goth kid by princess nokia
song 8- bart simpson by princess nokia
song 9- empty by kevin abstract
song 10- the fort by zack villere
song 11- changes by xxxtentacion
song 12- before the world was big by girlpool
song 12- right here by lil peep