Monthly Archives: May 2018

13 Years

Thirteen years is a long time for a seventeen year old – and I have been here for thirteen years. I’ll be honest there is certainly a dissociative sense of gladness that I’ll finally be seeing a change of scenery, … Continue reading

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A Letter To My Younger Self

You’d be surprised how often I write letters to people I can’t send them to. I write them to mom, dad, past friends, future friends, animals, and now I’m writing one to you, my younger self. I could just see … Continue reading

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From wildfires, wildflowers.

Everything’s been a little different since the fire. The drive back home is darker now. The trees seem angrier, defeated. Even now, when the breeze picks up it stirs around the ashes that had settled into the dirt, the ashes … Continue reading

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courage

last night, i cried so hard that my ears hurt. today, i woke up with my throat screaming, too dry to open my mouth and let air in. my pillows were still wet, my eyes still puffy. when i plopped … Continue reading

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utterly​ in love

and i’m back to you, like i always am. i’m sorry i just can’t help it. you are this perfect person in my life, and the person i want to spend the rest of my life with. and i guess … Continue reading

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30 things

Finals week starts tomorrow, and I already know it’s gonna be extremely mentally exhausting. So, here is a list of unimportant things that make me feel better/calm down: the smell of the ground after rain running your hand across smooth … Continue reading

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Born in the Wrong Era

I often wonder if I’ve been born in the wrong era. Minding the politics and controversy in the older years, I fantasize over the fashion, music, and culture. The clothes in the nineties, with the bright colored windbreakers, mom jeans, … Continue reading

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