was i ever enough?
your inattentiveness fuels my inadequacy.
what did i do wrong?
it’s like you can’t tell i’m hurt.
can i ever do something to fix this?
it’s happening all over again, you just don’t see it.
why can’t you see how it hurts?
she orbits around you like a moon around a planet.
why do you feel more distant, but still so close?
i’m always second place.
why are her feelings more urgent than mine?
when my world collapses on itself, it’s not even a thought.
is it even worth it?
sometimes thinking about how to fix this makes me feel stupid.
do you even like me?
it’s like you’re trying to tug at my heart; i’m too sensitive for this.
when will you realize how i feel?
oh how i wish i could tell you that this is about you.
but, would you even care?