dear world, dear life, dear faith,
tell me your secrets,
fill me in on your knowledge,
and cast me away with your limitless being.
whoever or whatever you may be,
listen to my problems, answer my prayers, make right all the wrong,
and give me hope.
give me hope that you can fix the evil in this dark world we live in.
I want to belive in you,
I envy and pity those who do,
because, how great would it be to live
and believe that someone in the sky will make everything okay,
to believe that you are protected by one overarching being,
to blame your stupid mistakes on the ideology that
“everything happens for a reason, it’s god’s will,”
to not fear death because heaven awaits the good…
How great, how easy, how amazing would that be,
but how naive do you have to be to believe.
dear self, dear time, dear life
my being is all in my hands.