Sometimes recently, I feel completely lost.
I just, I just don’t know anymore.
In the past, I really hated to say the phrase “I don’t know.” Every time when I say that, I feel I am weak. I hate myself being weak.
But recently, I say this phrase more and more often. I really want to avoid it, but I just can’t help.
Saying “I don’t know” is much easier than saying something else. No need to think, no need to explain, no need to worry about the consequence.
And sometimes, I just really don’t know, and I don’t want to find out the answer either.
I don’t know what will happen tomorrow, I don’t know what the future will be like.
I know I need to make some changes, but I don’t know where to start.
But….. I remember Socrates said that “I am the wisest man alive, for I know one thing, and that is that I know nothing.”
I guess maybe it’s not that bad to say “I don’t know.”