College Decisions

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Recently, I went to the lower campus to talk about the colleges we applied to and committed to. It was very interesting, but it was weird to be the only person in that group to mention a lower-tier school. Some people were talking about committing to UCLA, NYU, UCSB, and Pomona College, while I was just there, like ” so after spending four years at a college prep school, I will be attending somewhere that is super easy to get into.” But yet again, I did it because I didn’t have the funds to do all four years, unless I wanted to sell my organs and bone marrow to the black market.

But at the end of the day, I feel I made a good choice for myself and my wallet. Instead of paying literally 100k over four years, I only have to do it for two. And I’m hoping that if I really lock in, my chances of getting into a good UC will be higher.

Film Review — Wake Up Dead Man

While Wake Up Dead Man is undoubtedly the weakest film among the Knives Out trilogy, it is still an extremely enjoyable viewing experience.

The presentation and cast are the best they’ve been in the trilogy so far, with Daniel Craig and Josh O’Connor in particular having passion, charisma, and chemistry that radiates throughout their delightful interactions.

Another aspect of the film I appreciated is its approach to religion as a primary theme. Despite Christianity being deeply rooted within the narrative’s events and messages, the film doesn’t enforce one singular outlook on religion. Characters—primarily Wicks, Jud, and Blanc—parallel different responses and interpretations of Christian values, providing nuance and ambiguity where most other religious stories would impose a clearer, black-and-white answer. Wicks uses religion to justify self-serving actions, weaponizing it as a means of harvesting power and manipulating his followers to his will. Jud wants nothing more than to spread the healing and love of Christ, serving the world instead of fighting it. And Blanc represents absolute neutrality, acknowledging how faith can be a source of healing while resenting the religion’s historical abuse and hypocrisy.

However, the narrative’s ending and twist reveal is what ultimately brings this film down from its predecessors. While the killer’s motivation—on paper—makes sense, their plan relies on so much suspension of disbelief and convoluted coincidences that the mystery becomes impossible to deduce for viewers. In an attempt to make the murders seemingly unsolvable, the film sacrifices a narrative that makes sense as well as opportunities to incorporate clever foreshadowing throughout its runtime.

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In Between

I think growing up is less of a big moment and more of a bunch of small realizations that keep stacking up.

Lately, it’s been hitting me that I’m actually leaving for college soon. Not in a “new chapter!!!” kind of way, just in a quiet, slightly unreal way. Like I’ll be doing something normal and then remember, oh… this isn’t going to be my everyday life for much longer.

It’s strange because nothing around me has really changed yet, but I feel different in it. Like I’m already a little bit detached from things that used to feel permanent.

And at the same time, I don’t feel fully ready for whatever’s next either. I don’t have everything figured out, I don’t suddenly feel like an adult, and I definitely don’t have some clear version of who I’m going to be when I get there.

I think that’s the part no one really says out loud. You don’t magically become ready just because it’s time to move on.

It’s more like you’re in between versions of your life, and you kind of have to step into the next one before you feel prepared for it.

So yeah, I guess this is what it feels like. Not super dramatic, not super clear. Just slowly realizing things are ending while something else is about to start, and being somewhere in the middle of that.

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Friends

I love my friends. They are my lifeline in a way. My real friends have been there for me through my ups and downs. We have a group chat name called “famuliegh” and I think that’s funny. Anyways, my friends are the best. We have so much fun, we always go to the beach, hang out, and there aren’t ever any problems between the 4 of us. Friends are people who are there for you no matter what, and that’s why I love my friends. The last thing I’m gonna leave here is that, even through some ups and downs that I’ve had with some of my friends, we’ve worked it out and stayed close; our friendship is reciprocal, and that’s why I love my friends.

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The Solution for Shopping Addicts

I think I have an addiction. I love buying clothes. I love buying clothes online, I love buying clothes in-store, and most of all, I love thrifting. Despite my urges, I’ve really held back from online shopping and shopping at in-store name-brand stores because the prices are way too high. The thrift store is a retail addict’s dream. Cheap clothes, searching through thousands of pieces, and avoiding fast fashion. Spending so much money each week isn’t sustainable, so I’ve found a perfect method to make my money back. Every time I go thrifting, I pick out would-be expensive name-brand clothing that I know I don’t want. I’ll spend twelve dollars at most on an originally fifty-dollar pair of jeans. I then take photos and measurements and list them on online selling sites and make huge profits. I obviously can’t sell it for its original price, but anything higher than twelve dollars is a profit, and twelve dollars isn’t much. Also, any clothes I outgrow or no longer like get posted. I’ve been selling multiple items a week and making money just by shopping and getting rid of old clothes. I will be getting a job over the summer to make more money, but reselling clothes is the best cheat method for shopping addicts.

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Driving

I feel like I have a love-hate relationship with driving. Before I got my license, I told myself I would love it and would want to drive everywhere. But even a drive to Ventura and back feels like a pain sometimes. It really just depends on what mood I’m in. For some reason, driving long distances makes me so tired. The one thing I hate the most about driving is driving alone. Sometimes I can vibe with myself and music, but the majority of the time, I call someone to keep me company. Whenever I pick up a friend with a license, I make them drive if I’m not feeling it. But that’s the bright side about getting your license, along with all of your friends getting it around the same time. I can’t wait for my best friend to get her license because that means we can always switch off who is driving. Or if she comes over, that means that I don’t have to take her home. That’s another flaw, being responsible for dropping off your friends after a long night. Most of the time, I really don’t mind it, but when I’m tired, that’s when I’m just not feeling it. Overall, I love driving it; it just really depends on the circumstances that I am in.

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