In the season 6 trailer Bran Stark is seen with what appears to be the White Walker leader. While I believe this is a dream I think the White Walker King is looking for Bran. But why would the White Walker King want to find Bran you might ask. It’s simple Near the end of season 5 during the White Walkers siege on the Wildling camp there was 4 horseman ominously watching the battle from the cliffs overlooking the camp. At some point, one of these horsemen joined the battle and was killed by Jon Snow. Because he died they are probably looking for someone to take his place. I think The White Walker King wants Bran to take his place making Bran one of the four horsemen. Brans ability to warg may transfer when he turns into a white walker giving him the ability to control the living and the dead. It only makes sense that the white walkers find a new horseman because George RR Martin is clearly alluding to the four horsemen of the apocalypse and three just doesn’t cut it.
Awkward. Physical. Contact.
Otherwise known as hugs. Or even worse prolonged hugs.
Almost everyone I know is in love with this activity. They say to me:
“It’s a great way to display love.”
“It’s a way of showing you care.”
“It’s a way of connecting with a person.”
“It is a way of comforting people.”
Hugs just make me uncomfortable. I find issue with being in that much contact with a person.
This is a particular issue when in a situation that includes re-meeting people, saying goodbye to people, and expressing excess emotion.
I do kind of wish I was better with the whole “come here and give me a nice big hug” thing, but then again it’s just not who I am.
Many a time I have been asked why I don’t like hugs or in fact most prolonged physical contact.
I have set out to answer this (and maybe this is true for more people than just me).
Recognition: Happy Mother’s Day
In the United States, we have so many holidays honoring certain people and certain things. But we often fail to recognize those who aren’t in the picture, or who fall outside of conventional situations.
Happy Mother’s Day to those who lost their mothers, or never even knew them. Or maybe it’s not a happy Mother’s Day. We fail to acknowledge the people for whom Mother’s Day is a hard day – the people who never got to know their mother, or who had abusive mothers and don’t want to celebrate.
Happy Mother’s Day to the moms who aren’t alive for this year’s celebration, and to the mothers whose children died before their time. Let’s celebrate the women who tried and tried and couldn’t have children, and guardians who may not have kids of their own but fill the role of mothers, taking care of kids as if they were theirs.
Happy Mother’s Day to those without mothers or kids, and to those who have a hard time on this holiday. Happy Mother’s Day to the people who have no one to celebrate, or no one to celebrate with.

The Dinner Guest Bears Revelation
Recently an old friend came to dinner. As she talked about her life I came to this realization: life, no matter where you are in it, is hard.
Whether you are older and wiser or young and reckless, people are hard to love, friends are hard to keep, biting back retorts a challenge.
There’s always a road block, always a speed bump. Money, love, distance, self esteem, everything is a crossroad.
I’ve also realized that there will always be people telling me, “Yeah well think about all those other people suffering, by comparison you’re living easy.” I am one of those people telling others this. I am a person telling myself this. Yet that doesn’t take the sting off of living.
People telling you to stop complaining is much like rubbing salt in a wound, but then again this world complains so incredibly much. I have a family of wasps living in my head constantly reminding me of my complaints, all the negatives I see in the world and others.
Admittedly I am probably more judgmental than I ought to be, maybe a little too cynical, a little too sarcastic, a little too snarky, a little too mocking. Still it’s hard, to be around people who constantly complain, only see issue and always seem to have an issue, or relate everything back to them.
And the worst part is that person is me. Or am I brave enough to step out into the world and proclaim that I am any different than the person standing next to me? That somehow I have defied human nature while they haven’t?
No I am not, because I am not different. The person next to me is having the exact same thoughts, “I am different aren’t I, I can do what I want, because something I can’t quite put my finger on makes me better than the person standing next to me.”
It’s the human survival drive and by extension competitiveness. It’s the need to outlast everyone else, it’s the dopamine release you get when you’re right.
I am no different, life is a crossroad.
I am constantly at a roadblock, a crossroads and I for the life of me can’t figure out how to handle it with grace.

Strength
She was young and he was old.
She said stop and he said go.
But she wouldn’t say no.
And this was her flaw.
She put up walls,
but they were made of straw, not brick.
And he could knock them down with one breath.
She tried to fight,
but her specialty was ballet, not Taekwondo.
She wasn’t strong enough
to say no.
She tried to kick and tried to fight
She tried to scream but found no air.
She was suffocating,
enveloped in a sheet from which there was no escape.
She was tied down,
unable to break free,
struggling against the ropes that bound her.
She thought she was strong,
that she had her own voice and could fend for herself.
She thought she was powerful and in control.
But she wasn’t strong enough to say no.
But from her bindings
she kicked and flailed and struggled
and broke free.
She took a breath,
free at last
and finally
she could say no.

The Year Everyone Was Offended By Everythi
As I grow older, I continue to notice more about those around me. This year, I have taken particular attention to the issues with body image and gender debates and have noticed that in every aspect of these subjects, people seem to become greatly offended.
Having a “positive body image” is all about loving yourself no matter how much you weigh or what jean size you wear, yet people on both sides of the spectrum are constantly critiquing each other.
Words like “fat” and “anorexic” and “overweight” have become sensitive, and it no longer matters if you are skinny, overweight, chubby, or just average; you WILL be criticized for your weight. The irony in this is everyone is preaching having a positive body image, when in reality, we continue to criticize those who are not of an ideal weight.
Secondly, the gender debates. Recently, two UCLA women publicized their opinions on gender neutral bathrooms stating “Transgenderism is a mental disorder”, “get your agenda out of my bathroom”, and “there are only two genders”. While many may agree or disagree, these are their opinions, and they are entitled to share them.
The issue here is that no matter what, people will always have different opinions, the issue at hand is to cease the mass amounts of sensitivity towards these subjects. Understandably, people have strong opinions on these subjects, but this is not a reason to push personal opinions onto everyone around us.
Just my opinion.
Finals
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English. Math. Language. History. Science.
These are just the core subjects on which students are preparing to be tested on for the last time this year. But for some students, the list goes past these 5. Or they might be taking the AP classes of them, and are preparing for the AP tests kicking off on Monday. Our teachers, parents, elders, siblings, etc. reiterate the same “comforting” words of wisdom: don’t worry.
How are we not supposed to worry when some of these tests affect up to 50% of our grade? How are we not supposed to worry if we end up getting poor grades and are punished for it. Or the fact that colleges and universities will be looking at these grades and our GPA’s, two things that are heavily affected by these finals.
They tell us not to worry, not to stress, get plenty of sleep, and relax during finals week but when it comes down to it most of the people telling students these things will be disappointed when we don’t reach their expectations.
And the stress keeps piling up as we move up the ranks in high school. During finals, 10th graders wish to have it as easy as 9th graders, 11th graders feel this way about 10th graders, and I’m guessing 12th graders just want to leave high school.
The Hunter
the hounds have a strong scent.
my father sent me on this hunt.
it is not my first
it is not my last
i can’t let him down.
i must prevail.
the family name is at stake
and all though i don’t share it i dream of it.
i am his only son.
i am looked upon with shame.
but i do what he does and i do it well.
i take pride in my hunting,
it fills me with joy.
i am a stain,
not alone.
i want it,
i want it more than any snow.
i want to be among the butchers and hunters who carried his name
i want to be his real son.
the dogs,
faster than man, caught my prey.
they tear him apart.
the man begs for mercy
begs for death
but it isn’t up to me.
i take him to father,
to the house.
i take him to my lord,
to the dreadfort.
i hope father is pleased.
i serve him better than his advisors!
i serve him better than his soldiers!
i am his son.
the prisoner will be flayed!
he will be tortured!
he will be broken and skinned!
this is our houses way.
i hope when i arrive father will let me do the honors.
i hope he lets me torture this scoundrel.
i hope he lets me serve him.
i have never failed him and never will.
i arrive at the gates trophy in hand
but nothing has changed i am still ramsay snow.
i remain among the many snows,
one of millions unwanted and unclaimed children of the north.
i pray not for long.
someday,
i hope to be beside my father and wear his name.
someday carry our banner, not his.
someday i wish to share the name,
Bolton.
Dirt
It was kinda cold.
It was kinda dark.
It was kinda wet.
In fact I was miserable. I had mud streaking down the plains of my neck down the curve of my back.
I had been punched down and didn’t know how to get back up.I felt a little like Matt Murdock, Daredevil knocked out of me trying to pull myself up again.
But I wasn’t Daredevil. I wasn’t even Matt Murdock.
I wasn’t looking killer, I wasn’t spitting blood like a hardcore vigilante, I couldn’t pull my self up.
In all frankness, I wasn’t even bleeding, I wasn’t facing the evils of the world.
I was laying in the mud where they left me.
Cold, alone, and wallowing in self pity.
What was I supposed to do, some how dig myself out? Yes that was exactly what I was supposed to do, and yet here I lay.
Knocked down by my demons laying under a sky that had cracked open and dropped its gross slimy egg on me. The jagged fissures of the shell reflected in the lightning forking its way toward me.

I knew I should get up. I knew I would eventually.
But right now, right now I was just me.
Women vs Society
The way that women look is everything to society
Walking down the street, you see women all different shapes, sizes, ethnicities
We are all different
So why does the mainstream media want us all to look the same?

We grew up flipping through magazines with photoshopped women and saying to ourselves, “Why can’t I look like that?”
Women have become mannequins and society has become the shop owner
Deciding what is in fashion and dressing us accordingly
Deciding what size is right and what body shape is right and then attempting to change us
And we give in
I am tired of running in circles trying to figure out what society wants me to look like and frantically trying to look that way before suddenly society decides that that “look” is no longer wanted
I don’t fit perfectly into the mold
I don’t want to anymore
53% of American girls hate their body
I refuse to remain a part of that statistic.
I just want to be happy
I just want to be me



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