T-9 hours until I receive a decision from my second choice school.
For the past week, I have been constantly contemplating my academic strengths and weaknesses, calculating my chances at these schools… as if I have a chance at predicting the decisions I will receive.
I have never wanted anything more than to be accepted to these institutions.
My top two school choices for the past few years have been the University of Southern California and Occidental College.
I would be happy at either college, however, my chances of getting into either school are slim.
In comparison to other students that applied to Occidental, I am just slightly below average, GPA and SAT wise.
In comparison to other students who applied to USC, I am sub-par, with my GPA and SAT scores falling quite far below their average accepted student.
I keep trying to envision myself at another school, but simply cannot.
I want Oxy and USC so badly it hurts. My stomach has been in knots for days, and until 5:00 pm this evening, I will not feel relief.
I know this feeling is normal, but that does not affect my level of anxiety. I remain eager, waiting impatiently.
Good luck to all of the high school seniors waiting to hear from their favorite schools, you will end up wherever you are supposed to.