Sometimes I just contemplate random stuff.
It is hard to explain it in words, but it is like reflection time, thinking about
how unplanned and pathetic my life is.
I pretend unconsciously that I’m doing well, but in fact, I know something’s not right.
I need to get my life together. I need to be more organized and planned.
I’m in a rush.
I will levitate from bottom to top again.
I need strong motivation.
I will try my best.
I will be the most successful one in my family.